'Crooked Smile' J. Cole

As silly as it may be, I've really been caught up with a song on the radio by J. Cole called 'Crooked Smile.'  It took a few listens to really pay attention to the lyrics before I decided I liked this particular rap song, as it didn't initially appeal to my senses, but it eventually made it's way into the forefront of my mind.

The last few weeks have been hectic, as Finals week is nearly here and papers are due, presentations are happening for this class or the other.  The holiday season is upon us all at the same time and you're either excited to go 'home' as so many of my fellow classmates are, or you're feeling homesick and/or lonely.  Whichever category(ies) you may fall under life is moving right beneath us and our metaphorical plates are full.

I know for me, I have struggled with keeping a positive self-image and getting caught up in what other people are thinking of me, rather than how I see myself and the amazing person I see in the mirror everyday.  As I listened to the song 'Crooked Smile' on repeat, a few lines really stood out to me as I drove along.  It certainly has its merit.

We ain't picture perfect but we worth the picture still

Love yourself, girl, or nobody will

But it's clear that you can't face what's wrong; no need to fix

What God already put his paint brush on

all you see is what you lacking, not what you packing

 I've had a tough few weeks, but grateful to have friends to help remind you that you're awesome, despite your imperfections and that you are worthwhile.